Monday, March 11, 2024

hypocrit on a Pisces New Moon night

From the writing in my journal
      to the writing on my body
   with the writing on the wall
                -how now I say to myself
the ways humans lived 
             and should live
         and ought to live.

My expectations bags
      floating to the surface
      of this milk glass bath
      screen time, posey pink.

(my phone's battery is almost dead)

Not able to discipline myself
           the way 
    parents should their kids.

Cloudy is the word.
         -my head, the sky, this water

I choose to drown each time I pick it up
        lull me
    the modern cure, 
I want no more.

Piss in the bathtub
         just another daydream.

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