last night I
dreamt
a photo
of my father
at a strip club
holding
the 10 of cups card
and my child self
by his side
last night l
dreamt
a photo
unreal but
for in my
sleeping mind
awoke
to draw
the chariot
reversed
myself
reversed
my wheels
in the air
awoke
to cage
trapped in
my mother's
body
my mother's
figure
disgusted
to be a cheap
cliche trope
lazy writing
incomplete
character
no brain
no body
no life
that's at least
fully mine
to grow up
with those
parents
hated so
and grow up
to basically
be them
or be
everything
they said
I would be
because of them
take the credit
it's all yours
no escape
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