I have an app on my phone
which tells me I am repeating
cycles of my past
-but I'll learn a lot
based on the astrology
it also says my husband is not repeating
cycles of his past
-he already know the lesson
based on the astrology.
And if I get really really honest
it's all so good
it exactly what I would want
E X C E P T
but he's not a female. but he's not my age.
But that's not his doing
Is it?
but it what I want.
Not his doing he can't be what I want.
But I'm all he wants and more.
Read a psychology article that said
Sex
had low impact on a happy
a healthy
marriage.
Actually, lack of sex
may help increase longevity
of the relationship.
I'm not faithless. I'm not godless.
But I am toothless.
By choice.
Living with all the more choices
My mother. My grandmother. My great-grand-mother.
never had,
and I choose this.
Because maybe the Universe
the quantum physics
the God atom
the psychology
the Laws of Nature
the Goddess
the Fate
place us in gravitational pull
by nature of what we truly need
and not what we just want right now
TRY AND CHANGE THE EARTH'S ORBIT.
What's God's will?
What's my will?
I don't even know anymore.
and
faith isn't out of place
when it comes to love
don't force it.
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