Wednesday, October 2, 2024

dreams or memories (i'll never tell)

A phone number written on a Lucky Strike.
I never did call because I lost it years ago.

A former boss wrapping a diamond watch three times
around my upper arm; its meaning I could not know.

A girl I fucked on a couch outside in the rain;
& the wet, wet cushions shouldered the blame.

Pissed by a grocery store & faded into the highway's roar,
 said you looked like a golden shower angel; maybe I lied.

Vomited in a bucket I threw away the next day,
with that dried-up flower bouquet I didn't want.

downstairs, a church basement, with youth group boy eyes
staring me up & down, I am askin' which door is unlocked.

I smelled sweet & rotten, like molding honeydew;
world turned on it's axis while I turned off again.


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